Class Adaptation: Service Throughout the Day

This is a written adaptation of my Service Throughout the Day class.

This class takes a look at service ideas by time—throughout the day, but also recommended schedules by week, month, quarter, and so on, with some other important reference information thrown in. 

AM

Good morning! This is where it all begins. Morning services: 

  • Make the bed(s).  Yes, they’re just going to get back in it tonight.  No, maybe you don’t get to sleep in it. But consider this: people spend about a third of their life in bed on average. Isn’t it worth it to make it a nice experience for them?  Nicely making the bed is the fastest way to give a neater and more luxurious look to the bedroom and it feels great for them to get into. Don’t skimp on it.  We’ll come back to details in a minute. 
  • Start “Waiting On” tasks.  Whether this is a task you’re delegating, using a machine for, or just need to set a reminder of, look these over and do what you can first thing in the morning, before you end up waiting on the dryer to finish at 10 PM.
  • Wake up the house.  Open blinds, and windows if it’s nice.  Turn on lights.  Spritz an energizing scent. Turn on the white noise or music. Start the fireplace in the right weather. Adjust thermostats. Do a quick morning tidy. Set up for the day. 

Now, about those bed details…

Bed Making Guide

General Notes:

  • Bed linens and such that are properly sized, fit the color scheme, and are in good condition go a long way. 
  • Remember to change/wash the linens regularly (once a week is a popular guideline); watch the care instructions.  
    • Having at least two sets of bed linens can save some headaches.
  • Don’t forget appropriately keeping the bed frame and whatnot neat too.  This might mean dusting, or handling upholstery, or something else.
  • Remember mattress care—rotating, cleaning, etc.
  • Set the tasks mentioned on a repeating schedule.
  • Maybe try a light linen spray once in a while—but remember to check on allergies and sensitivities first.
  • I don’t mention certain pieces below—but if you have a bed skirt, mattress pad, etc., factor them in appropriately.
  • Make sure the piece you’re handling is facing the way it’s supposed to, both in vertical/horizontal orientation and where the patterned side is; a patterned flat sheet, for instance, needs to be put on the bed face down to have the pattern facing up when folded back. Note that the side of the flat sheet with the wider hem should be towards the head of the bed.
  • Customize it!  Make sure you adhere to your partner’s preferences.

Daily: 

  • If the mattress has shifted at all, for those tossers and turners, make sure it’s lined up/back where it’s supposed to be.
  • Fitted sheet: evenly place on the mattress; smooth out.
  • Flat sheet: make hospital corners. Remember to have pattern side facing down, and widest hem at top of bed.
    • There are many great resources on how to make hospital corners online.  A quick Google search should get you to guides for a variety of learning types if you haven’t done it before.
  • Main blanket: evenly lay on top; create hospital corners if desired; smooth out.
  • Fold down the flat sheet and the blanket so the fold lays not quite below where the pillows will be.  Neatly tuck the hem of the flat sheet under the hem of the comforter, or simply smooth out.  (This is really a preference point.)
  • Place any extra blankets, whether another layer altogether, or folded across the foot of the bed, or what have you.
  • Put pillowcases on pillows if need be (tuck excess pillowcase fabric, if any, under the pillow); arrange pillows practically and attractively; try slightly propped up on the headboard.
  • Handle any other pieces needed.  

Meals

Breakfast time (and to be repeated at dinner at least)!  So, services around meals:

  • Maintain menus and meal planning.  This is where meals are born. Consider different types of meal plans.  You can have it recur by week, two week cycle, or even by month, and have it repeat categories (chicken, pasta, beef, breakfast for dinner) or specific meals. Or, you can set a plan each week or so.  Consider each menu (per meal) and be sure to consider the balance and compatibility of sides, drinks, and desserts. 
  • Maintain the master shopping list.  The master shopping list is a list of basically everything you buy on any kind of recurring basis.  Add items from your shopping lists and examine what you keep in the house to form the master list.  Divide it by category and arrange it in the physical department order of the store you shop at (or, make multiple copies for different stores).  When making your list for that shopping trip, just run down the master list (and meal plan if needed) in comparison to what you have in stock. 
  • Manage couponing and sales, and keep a price book.  Check the mail or the Internet for coupons and sales at applicable stores.  There are extensions that will add coupons automatically online and stores that let you load digital coupons onto your membership card (or by phone number).  Sort physical coupons and don’t forget them when it’s time to shop.  Keep track of sales.  Price books compare the average price for the same item at different stores.  And be sure to consider unit costs.  What does a gallon of milk cost at each of your top grocery stores?  Half gallon? Buy items where they’re cheapest unless some other factor takes priority. 
  • Be aware of (and help manage) special diets and allergies. Whether it’s preference, religious, or health condition, be aware of the diets of your household and any guests and know what you can make for them (and how to make it). 
  • When it comes closer to actual meal time, consider warming or cooling the plates, cups, and bowls you’ll be using.  A chilled glass (just stick it in the freezer a few hours in advance, or always keep a stock ready) looks great and keeps drinks cooler longer.  (You can also dip the rims in melted chocolate, then sprinkles, then freeze, for drinks with desserts!) A warm plate keeps food hot longer. A cold bowl is much better to serve ice cream in.  Keep it in mind.
  • Set the table properly.  Consult a table setting chart and bear in mind any preferences of those you’re serving.  Use real, clean, matching dishes and linens.  It’s easy to do and adds a lot of class. Consider stepping up the centerpieces, place cards, condiments, and other accoutrements, too. 
  • Drink services.  Ask if they want to be served hot coffee or tea just to their liking with breakfast, or a favorite nightcap drink after dinner.  At the least, try to give people water with the meal if they don’t have another preference.
  • Clean up the meal.  Clear and crumb the table and change any needed linens.  Do the dishes; clean up the dining and kitchen areas. It’s a part of the meal service just as much as the cooking.  There probably isn’t a “you cook and I clean” balance here. 
  • While you’re cleaning up, be sure to clear out old food from the fridge on a regular basis. 
  • To have to do that less often, look into methods of food preservation, such as canning, drying, freezing, and sealing.  See what you can keep a little longer. 

(I cover a lot of this section in more detail in other classes, if it strikes your interest.)

Daily

Daily tasks.

  • Top service priority: kids, pets, plants, anything living and dependent on you.  See to their needs.
  • Tidy up the house.  This might involve multiple sweeps of the house per day, but try to keep things in general order. Everything should have a place. 
  • Dishes.  Best hand washed and dried right after meals, but if different household members snack throughout the day, they might pile up at other times, too.  Keep an eye on it. 
  • Laundry (and mending/alterations—or at least add it to the pile).  Keep an eye on the supply of clean, needed items daily.  Clothes, yes, but don’t forget bath towels, wash cloths, hand towels, cleaning towels, table linens, and bed linens.  Collecting and sorting, washing, drying, and putting away. 
  • Surfaces.  Wipe down surfaces, either dry, wet, or with cleaner, depending on needs. 
  • Trash.  Take out any near full trash cans, make sure to replace bags, and consider throwing in a dryer sheet under the bag for odor control. 
  • Get the mail, do any needed filing, see to other secretarial tasks.  This might not be quite daily depending on what the inbox looks like, but it should be pretty frequently checked in case of urgent bills or summons. 
  • Home maintenance.  Keep an eye out for any issues as you do other tasks, and solve the minor ones (change a lightbulb) or make plans to handle bigger ones (hiring a contractor). An eye on this keeps things in check before they get worse. 
  • Floors.  Sweep, mop, vacuum, whatever it needs.  (We’ll talk about this below, but remember: do the floors last.) Maybe not daily depending on your exact situation and the floor type, but frequently, and keep an eye on it basically daily. 
  • Restock needed items.  Think vegetable and olive oil and salt and pepper in the kitchen, tissues boxes throughout the house, toilet paper, soap, and fresh towels in bathrooms, etc.  Really minor thing, but big convenience. 
  • Needed outdoor work.  This might involve more plants, the pool, a tidy of the car, so on. 
  • Any requested personal service tasks. Some might recur on other schedules, but be sure to check your list for them daily just like any other task.  One more detailed example below. 

Pedicure Guide

  • Create a soothing environment.  Offer basic selection of drinks, snacks, and/or entertainment.
  • Place towel, then foot bath with hot water (as hot as comfortable) and desired additions.  Essential oils of choice and bubbles make a traditional luxurious touch.  For serious dead skin removal, try a large splash each of vinegar and mouthwash, though beware this might stain skin and the bath. 
  • Soak feet for fifteen to twenty minutes. 
  • Remove dead skin from bottom of feet.  Foot file and pumice stone works best.  You can also remove hairs if desired with method of choice.
  • Use a cuticle pusher to gently clean under nails and push back cuticles, removing loose dead skin around the nail. Apply cuticle oil if desired. 
  • Trim, buff, and file nails. 
  • Dry, then moisturize and massage feet. A gentle pull on toes and circular motions around the ball of the foot tend to be popular.  
  • Remove old polish if needed.  Apply a clear base coat, two coats of desired color, and a clear top coat.  Toe separators work well here, during and for drying. Keep common polish colors on hand. 

PM

Getting sleepy yet?  Services for bedtime:

  • Lay out their clothes for tomorrow, and/or pajamas for the night. If they wear one thing or let you know what to pick out or trust your judgment, this can be a great way to make the morning smoother.
  • Plug in their electronics and set their alarms for the morning. Another great way to make the morning go faster, if they don’t prefer to do it themselves. 
  • Set the house to nighttime mode.  Close those blinds and windows.  Lock up. Turn off or dim lights.  Spritz a calming air freshener. Turn off the white noise or music, or switch it to something for sleep. Shut the fireplace. Do a quick evening tidy. Adjust thermostats. Set up for sleep. 
  • Turn down the bed.  (Remove unneeded pieces, fold top layers to bottom third of bed if desired, fold flat sheet or all layers back to form 90* angle, fluff pillows.  If two people are sleeping in the bed, turn down both sides or fold layers down instead of at angle.) 
  • Put out any desired nighttime drinks or snacks, and activities (book, journal, tablet, so on). 

Weekly

Chores to insert into your daily routine once a week. 

  • Clean appliances. Most can be set to a weekly or so routine. Big and small pieces might need a quick wipedown in between, and a big deep clean once in a while, but a basic weekly cleaning should keep things in order.  Think oven, stove, microwave, fridge, coffee maker, toaster, so on.
  • Clean the bathrooms.  Again, you might do certain things more frequently, but a basic clean of toilets, sinks, mirrors, showers, and tubs once a week or so keeps things in line.
  • Launder linens. Anything on the bed that can be easily washed should be about once a week.  Having an extra set of linens on hand to change to while things are in the wash (or in case of spills, etc.) keeps it simple. But if you don’t air the mattress daily, this is also a great time to help keep it fresh. You can run most pillows through the dryer for a quick fluff. 

Monthly

Once a month items.

  • Change the air filters. Yes, some claim they can last longer, but frequent changes can make a big air quality difference, especially for those with allergies, and it’s a fairly easy task in many homes.
  • This one can vary greatly in timing, but be sure to at least check on basic leather care needs at least monthly.  Guide to basic bootblacking below.

Basic Shoe Shine

  • Unlace boots.
  • Clean item with saddle soap and slightly damp cloth if needed. 
  • Make any needed repairs (clipping loose threads, etc.) 
  • Apply leather conditioner. 
  • Apply layers of polish as needed. 
  • Buff with horsehair brush.
  • Dampen cloth slightly and apply thin layer of polish in circles.  With a slightly damp cotton ball, apply circular shine.  Repeat as needed. 
  • Relace boots in the same pattern as before.
  • Dryer sheets placed in shoes when not in use can keep them smelling fresh, and baby wipes are good for quick wipedowns.

Quarterly

Once every three months. 

  • Rotate the mattress 180*.  Flip it if you can, though fewer mattresses can be flipped these days. Honestly, I’d do it a little early each quarter if you can, to avoid those mountains and valleys that settle in over time.
  • Change toothbrushes (or toothbrush heads). It’s also a great time to do this right after a bout of illness, but at least consider quarterly. 
  • Wash the windows.  You can spot clean in between, but try to wash accessible windows interior and exterior once a quarter.  If you have windows out of reach that look okay, maybe an annual cleaning by a pro is enough.  

General

Here are some ideas on organizing and ordering those tasks.

  • Prioritize appointments, deadlines, and “makes sense” items. Things that happen at a specific time or are due at a specific time take first priority on your list for the day. Also prioritize items that make sense to do with those first items, like errands that are in the same part of town as your appointment, or laundry that can be thrown in with a load you really need to do. 
  • Clean top-down.  Ceiling to floor.  Dust, dirt, and grime follow gravity just like anything else.  If you wipe down the counters after sweeping, you’re going to have to sweep again or face an already dusty floor. 
  • Use daily, weekly, monthly, quarterly, annual lists.  If you have recurring items that are unique to you, sort them by these frequencies and make a plan for them at the beginning of that day, week, month, so on.  Or you can get specific and assign chores to days in the traditional style.  (Laundry on Monday, shopping on Tuesday…) 
  • Use recurring checklists.  For more involved recurring tasks or projects, have a checklist.  Whether it’s hosting a dinner party or overnight company, spring cleaning or travel, if you do it again and again, have a list you can use again and again.  Don’t use precious time to reinvent the wheel at every instance. 

Tools 

Ideas for things to have on hand that help with all of the above.  This is not an exhaustive list but more of a starting place to think about, and a few specific pointers.  There are great lists online for a lot of the ideas posed below. 

  • Safety equipment. Things you need to be safe in your home. This can be anything from security systems to first aid kits to fire extinguishers to extra stores of food and water. What dangers does your home face, and are you ready? And don’t forget your pets!
  • Personal service supplies.  Whether it’s massage, a mani pedi, barbering, or just running a hot bath now and then, keep basic and favorite supplies for the personal services you provide on hand.
  • Cleaning supplies. The things you need for your housekeeping regimen. Remember the chemicals and liquids (safely handled), protective equipment for you (gloves, aprons), rags and towels and sponges, trash bags, big pieces like brooms and mops. 
  • A well stocked kitchen.  Food of course, but also remember drinks, ice, condiments, spices, accoutrements.  Consider food storage (from bags to tupperware), napkins, tablecloths, silverware, glassware, and everything you need to cook (pots, pans, bakeware, utensils) and serve.  Remember measuring pieces (spoons, cups, thermometers) and everything that goes on the table (whether plates or centerpieces). 
  • A good multitool.  Just own one.  No one’s regretted it, and you’re bound to use it.  Always have it on you, if possible. 
  • Trays.  Add a luxurious touch to bringing up a snack or drink, arrange items for a personal service neatly and attractively, or organize small, loose items anywhere in the house. A personalized one (say, monogrammed) makes a cool gift.
  • Laundry and mending supplies.  Laundry detergent, dryer sheets, fabric softener if you use it, bleach, iron.  Own a basic sewing kit, and some spare pieces of items you go through (like the buttons on your uniform shirt, or extra bra straps when you lose a connecter piece). 
  • Office supplies.  The basics.  Be able to send a letter or thank you note. Have some ever useful sticky notes, a filing system, and ways to organize other papers (whether it’s binder and folder supplies or paper clips and staples).  
  • Basic supplies for home maintenance, yardwork (don’t forget the pool), pet care, and your car.  Top pick: spare lightbulbs. 

Conclusion

This class (or adaptation) is meant to be a starting point for service, but be sure to make it your own and suit your own (and your partner’s) needs and wants. I hope it inspires!

Class Adaptation: 24/7 High Protocol Dynamics

This is a written adaptation of my 24/7 High Protocol Dynamics class.

I always begin this class with the example from this post.

I enter Mistress’ office to talk about something.  I wait for her to acknowledge me, silent until she does so, not barging in already talking.  She’s doing something on the computer.  When she does look up a moment later and asks, “What’s up?” I kneel next to her, trying to be graceful about it, lowering to both knees at once without my hands.  There’s a recliner right behind me, but I’m not allowed to sit on the furniture in her presence or to ask to do so; she grants the permission pretty much only for meals.  We’re already talking as I do so, position not noted. 

We talk.  After a while, my legs are going numb.  I’m to hold the specific position until I ask and get permission otherwise (that, I am allowed to ask for).  I’m kneeling, sitting back on my heels, knees apart (big toes crossed, right over left), hands behind my back (hands clasped, thumbs crossed, both right over left), back straight.  Subconscious by now except for straightening my back now and then.  At whatever natural brief lull in the conversation, I ask, “May I stretch?” and she says, “You may,” as almost always.

Usually, permission grants (or denials), are answered with, “Thank you, Mistress,” but for ones that take a matter of seconds to complete, it’s waived, so I shift slightly and the conversation quickly resumes without it that time, though it may be sprinkled elsewhere in the conversation.  Orders, answered with, “Yes, Mistress,” have the same exception built in for practicality. 

When we’re about wrapping up talking, I ask as required to before I ask if I may go, “Anything else I can do?”  

“You may get me coffee.” 

An order (intention, not phrasing, which matters when deciding to respond with the thank you or yes) like that counts as permission to leave, so I don’t ask that part, but I do say, “Yes, Mistress,” stand, again trying to have hands free grace about it, and offer a quick curtsy, the final part of the little leaving ritual, head down, thumbs and forefingers grasping the skirt like hem of my long shirt—which is a uniform, part of the only, really specific outfit I’m allowed to wear, but looks like pretty normal attire—and placing the ball of my right foot behind my left heel for the quick little bob down and up, grab the drink, and exit. 

I bring her the refill—exactly as she likes it—and this time she simply says in acknowledgement, “You may go,” cutting the need to ask about anything else or permission to leave, so I curtsy again as required and exit. 

I bring attention to a few factors here: that just being specific about preferences can create a protocol, the protocols you see are carefully refined for practicality, that there are a lot of little touches of protocol that add up to the big picture.  That there’s a lot of unnoted habit going on here, that it becomes natural, and that there are still huge bits of conversation here.  It’s a dynamic, not a show. 

Then, we move on to some specific categories. 

Uniforms

There’s a lot to consider when choosing an s-type’s uniform. 

There are two categories I get into here. One, how to start thinking of ideas and the general look of a uniform, what to sit down and start writing on paper. How to go from blank page to a concept. Secondly, the nitty gritty practicalities as you start to refine those ideas.

How to Think of It

  • Detail, or level of detail. Here meaning, how specific do you want to get? Are you looking for a true uniform (note the uni, one) or more of a dress code? Think of schools here. Some have uniforms (that classic plaid skirt look you have to buy from a specific retailer, say), while others have a dress code (no spaghetti straps, skirts have to be a certain length). Some have “standard student attire”, somewhere in the middle (a polo shirt in red, white, or black, and bottoms in black or khaki). You can use a hex code or “something blue”. It’s up to you. But an important first step.
  • Are you going to define it in terms of what’s in, or what’s out? In terms of what is allowed, or what isn’t? A dress code might say things like no pants, or it might say only skirts. If something isn’t specified, is it assumed “in” or “out”? For example, if you never mention socks, does that mean socks aren’t to be worn, or that they’re the s-type’s choice?
  • By category. Think of The Sims or dress up games where you choose different outfits. Everyday, pajamas, athletic, formal, swimwear, outerwear—the list goes on.  Start thinking in terms of those categories. Are you only concerned with standard day wear (and maybe night wear) you’ll make exceptions to, or do you want to come up with something for every occasion? 
  • By item. Now think of each item of clothing in those categories you’re concerned with. Socks, undergarments, shirts, pants, shoes, jackets, so on. 
  • Big ideas: what does it represent?  What does this overall uniform mean to you, and why do you want your s-type (or why do you want) to wear one?  What kind of impressions are you trying to evoke with it?
  • Going with that: you can play with gender and role here.  If you’re in a 1950’s household dynamic, maybe you want to play into a vintage femme look.  If you’re going for the Victorian butler, you might go for formal and masculine. If you do any gender play within your dynamic (sissification, etc.) this can be a huge factor here. Also consider your “submissive archetype”—if you’re into age play, maybe you add a bit of childish whimsy (high socks, skirts, pastel colors, fun accessories, pigtails). So on. 
  • In general, consider formality.  The uniform should fit the average situation you find yourselves in and also the level of formality you are trying to evoke. In a high protocol dynamic, even if you’re not going for total formalwear, you might not want cutoff jeans and tank tops and flashy colors. But, if you’re into the idea of your s-type as more of the grunge work servant wearing overly practical attire in contrast to your more formal or business look, that’s another consideration.
  • In general, you should consider the contrast.  What do you wear, typically, and how do you want your s-type’s look to compare? To match a little, to play up dynamic unity? Stark contrast to highlight roles? Consider the choices pointed out above and the ones you make for yourself as well. 
  • Finally here, ownership marks. If your s-type has a collar or other symbol of ownership, do you want it prominently displayed with pride? Or perhaps able to be hidden in public situations if it’s not so vanilla friendly? If you’re moving from one prominent ownership mark to a uniform, consider matching it in color or theme.

Practicalities

A lot of the above is big ideas or places to start.  Now, for the reality checks.

  • Approval. Does your s-type need approval or permission as part of the uniform code, and are you sure they can consistently get it? If they need your approval every morning, what happens if you’re sleeping in and they need to get to work? If they need your permission to take on or off any item of clothing, are they going to constantly text you for permission to take their jacket on and off when the weather shifts? You might grant certain permissions by item or situation. For example, maintaining a vanilla cover.  What if a vanilla family member wants them to try on a gift or insists on lending them their visor on a sunny day, and they can’t exactly excuse themselves to ask you? Approval needs are something that can be extremely fulfilling and extremely easy to run into issues with.  Choose wisely.
  • Is each needed item easy to acquire and maintain? Does it ship quickly and consistently? Is it within your budgets? (And, whose responsibility is it, if you have separate finances?) Is it easy to mend, can it be tailored, is it simple to clean? Or are you (or the s-type) willing to put in the work on the uniform itself? Is it durable?
  • Sizing. Is it available in your s-type’s size, and is it available in say, a size up and a size down from that, especially if it can’t be tailored? What happens if they gain or lose a few pounds—would the uniform have to change?
  • External obligations. The vanilla world. Jobs or other obligations with their own dress codes. Is the uniform suited for these situations, or are those going to be separate categories? Maybe you can pick out undergarments even when they’re going to a job with its own outer uniform. If you want your s-type naked around the house, do they wear “whatever” when your mom drops in, or is there a clothed uniform for that?
  • Features. By this I mostly mean pockets. Consider practical needs like this and if the uniform provides it or how you will work around it.  Is there a waistband things can be clipped to instead, maybe? 
  • Access. Many people on the left side of the slash enjoy easy access to their s-type’s body.  Is the uniform a pain to get on and off? Can you easily slip a hand under their clothes, if that’s desired? If you want better access, consider prioritizing looser items, fewer layers, dresses or skirts, and pull on items without buckles, buttons, clasps, zippers, etc. 
  • Is the outfit generally practical for whatever your s-type does all day? Whether they have a job outside the home or spend their time on your housekeeping, can they move around in their outfit? Walk a decent distance? Get up and down stairs, and in and out of cars? The little things. You most likely shouldn’t prioritize fashion over their duties, especially in a service dynamic. Is it comfortable enough? Maybe this isn’t your first priority, but if they’re going to really wear it 24/7, it should probably be somewhere on the list, at least to the point that it’s not a major distraction. Going with that, is it suited to the weather where you live? Visit? Consider seasonal uniforms or optional layers. 
  • Non-clothing items. Consider what the uniform covers when things start to get iffy on if something’s a clothing item or not. Putting their hair up? Dyeing or cutting it? Makeup? Accessories? Shaving? Length/color of their nails? Medical devices? Other beauty products? Tattoos? Piercings? Basic hygiene? You might consider “visible” modifications, but also other items like no strong scents or use this scent in particular. 

How Mine Works (From Our Contract)

For Hannah’s daily uniform, she will wear her assigned black and red plaid top, black knee socks, black leggings, black bra, black underwear, collar, wedding ring (left ring finger or pinned to her leggings), and watch (pinned to leggings). She will keep her pager clipped to her leggings (she may also keep her phone there if desired; headphones are generally permitted). Shoes, if worn, will be the assigned black boots. She may choose her own jackets and bags. Masks and gloves are permitted as needed. Hannah will sleep naked, except for her collar/leash and wedding ring.

Her clothes should generally look neat, clean, in good repair, and fit well.  She will bathe regularly and shave any body hair each time she showers, keep her bangs at a reasonable length, and keep her nails short.  Kate will inspect Hannah’s job of shaving immediately after each time she showers, in Inspection Position. Her hair will be left down.

Hannah may add, remove, or change out uniform clothing items without prior permission if it is necessary to maintain a vanilla facade.  She will notify Kate of it as soon as reasonable. Hannah will ask Kate’s permission before changing her underwear if she is doing so due to soiling via arousal, or message her a notification of doing so if she is unavailable. Any other visible changes must be approved.

Positions

Things to consider when building a slave position repertoire. 

  • Integration. Most of our slave positions tie into a specific point in our routine. Look at pre-existing rituals you can incorporate positions into. Is there a place where a specific position would be practical? A time they should automatically assume that position? Is there a position the s-type assumes again and again? Codify it.   
  • Detail. Just like with uniforms, what level of detail to you want to get into with your positions? Placement of fingers and toes, or placement of limbs? 
  • Symbolism. Figure out what different positions—and pieces of positions—mean to you, and what you want to evoke with them. Hands clasped behind the back might give a position a more military look, while the wrists crossed might evoke the idea of binding, while others like the palms up look of offering. Kneeling with the knees apart is a look found in Gor and many BDSM spaces, while knees together might evoke more traditional religious symbolism. So on. 
  • Transitions. Getting in and out of those positions gracefully from various starting points. For example, kneeling by lowering to both knees at once without use of the hands. While there may need to be some flexibility here, what are the ideals? 
  • How should the s-type use positions that interact with furniture or items? This could include presenting an object (using both hands is common), or considerations for a position to assume if they are allowed to use furniture.
  • “Positions” that involve motion. This could be a curtsy or bow, the command heel or crawl.  These can have specific steps just as much as any other position. Heel for instance can involve a specific number of steps to the side and behind, and which side that is. 
  • Subtle positions. If you are going to be using these in vanilla situations, perhaps you have some positions that are specific enough to be positions, but not particularly notable. Standing with the hands loosely behind the back or happening to always sit with your legs crossed might fly under the radar in most crowds.
  • Hand/leash signals. Likewise, a subtle, natural looking hand signal instead of a verbal command can be useful in discreet situations. A gesture at the spot next to you on the couch will look like an invitation, not permission to sit.  So on. Even in kink friendly rooms, hand signals can be useful in loud environments or other situations. Leash signals (number or length of tugs, raising/lowering the leash, so on) can also be used for things such as kneel, stand, heel, walk beside me, stop, so on.
  • Practice. Once the s-type has basic comprehension of the basic positions, practicing positions in front of a mirror is extremely valuable. You can catch small visual errors easily and it’s especially useful for the pieces that involve motion—curtsying or kneeling without wobbling, say. Stretching and mindfulness meditation make good warmups for practice. 

Our Positions Section (From Our Contract)

  • General Kneeling Position: kneeling on the floor where directed, knees apart, big toes crossed in back (right over left), hands folded at small of back (right over left, right thumb over left thumb), back straight.
  • Leashing Position: kneeling on the floor at foot of bed, knees apart, big toes crossed in back (right over left), leash across both palms, hands resting on thighs, hair/head out of the way, collar o-ring in front, back straight.
  • Corner Position: standing facing wall, legs together, arms boxed behind back, nose touching wall, back straight, silent and still unless prompted.
  • Inspection Position: nude, standing in front of Kate, legs spread, hands boxed behind back, head/eyes straight, back straight.
  • Waiting Position: standing where directed, legs together, hands folded at small of back, right over left, right thumb over left thumb, back straight, head/eyes down.
  • Presenting Object Position: “General Kneeling Position”, but with object across both palms, hands resting on thighs, head/eyes down.

From Other Parts of The Contract That Address Positions 

  • When in Kate’s presence and not standing, Hannah will assume her General Kneeling Position next to Kate.  She will ask Kate’s permission before changing position on the floor.  She will not sit on the furniture or ask Kate’s permission to, unless directed by Kate.  She will wait behind her chair in her Waiting Position before meals.
  • Bedtime leashing protocols are as follows: if Kate is present, Hannah will ask her permission to remove the leash. If Kate is asleep or out of the house, Hannah may remove the leash if needed, and will re-leash herself upon returning if she does. Leashing or unleashing by Kate will be done in Leashing Position. Hannah will ensure Kate has leashed her before she falls asleep at night or will leash herself if Kate is unavailable. Hannah will sleep on the floor at the foot of the bed.

Visual Reference

Other Protocols 

Other protocols from my dynamic for inspiration. 

  • Location Tracking. I have to notify Mistress if I’m leaving the house. This includes to the mailbox. Anything that goes off our premises.  If I’ve been gone longer than twenty minutes, I have to notify her when I’m on my way back (there’s an exception here for my daily walk).  If I’m going farther than the parks around the corner, I need permission to leave. I am to generally keep her informed of my plans (say, if I’m going out to multiple locations) and allow her to track my location via my phone (exception for daily walk). 
  • Permissions for things that may inconvenience/affect her, big or small. Showering, changing the thermostat setting, inviting people over, getting a job/getting a pet (just not allowed), making a phone call. 
  • Privacy (or lack thereof). I’m not allowed to lock interior doors (I can lock the bathroom if there’s company). I generally have no privacy rights, but that one is actionable on my side.
  • General respect. I am required to speak respectfully and honestly to her at all times, and answer any message, call, or summons as soon as I can. 
  • Speak when spoken to. Kind of. Our protocol that covers this is: When entering Kate’s office, Hannah will wait quietly near the entrance until she is acknowledged. If Hannah enters a space Kate is in and does not make eye contact, it will be assumed that she is passing through, retrieving an object, etc., and will not be counted as “in Kate’s presence” (and thus not requiring waiting/verbal exchange before leaving.) Since she is nearly always in her office, this works for us and looks pretty subtle. 
  • Responses. Hannah will respond to orders with, “Yes, Mistress” and permission or favor grants or denials (including re-statements) with, “Thank you, Mistress,” unless it would be disruptive to the conversation.  Response will be based on intention, not phrasing. (She has a tendency to phrase orders as “you may”.) She will address Kate as Mistress whenever clearly appropriate.

Systems

Useful systems for 24/7 dynamics.

  • Inspections. We have two daily inspections, one around brunch and one around bedtime, both of which confirm that a set of tasks have been completed. This is a good way to maintain headspace and of course, check on any issues (generally none). It’s fairly simple, just a quick few looks at things for her. 
  • Maintenance. We use weekly maintenance discipline for similar headspace purposes. The exact details of it have shifted based on what was needed at the time. Prior versions included things like lines or cornertime, or an emphasis on catharsis.  Currently it looks like this: Every Friday at noon, Maintenance will occur. Maintenance discipline sessions are defined as private and non-sexual. Hannah will fetch the discipline wand and wait in the bedroom with it in Presenting Object position, nude. Kate will give Hannah a spanking with the discipline wand (given over Kate’s knee). Hannah will count some strokes at beginning and end in the format, “One, thank you, Mistress, please may I have another?”
  • Punishment. On the rare occasion an issue does arise (and generally an accident), we have a specific punishment protocol. 
  1. Hannah will be instructed to fetch the discipline wand and go to the bedroom.
  2. Hannah will wait in the Presenting Object position, naked, and presenting the discipline wand until directed otherwise.
  3. Before spanking, Kate will prompt Hannah for why she is being punished.
  4. Kate will spank Hannah with the discipline wand.
  5. Hannah will be sent to the corner for some amount of time after her spanking.
  6. Kate will release Hannah from corner time at the conclusion of her punishment.
  • “Meta Sunday”. Meta Sunday is our weekly check-in where we run through a list of questions to go over logistics like to dos and the calendar and things to discuss, but also “What can I do to make your life easier?” and “How can I be a better slave?”. We discuss the highs and any lows of the previous week, how we’ve felt, what’s been on our minds, and so on. Protocol does not shut off during this time or at any other time, and most of the time our answers are “we’ve already talked about this”, but it’s good to keep an eye on things.
  • Written form for issues. Our contract has a Facing Issues section that reads:

Both agree to raise issues verbally for small issues, and in writing for more involved issues.  The written report will include what happened to trigger the report, how it made the person feel, why they felt that way, what can be done to make it better right now, and what needs to be true for this to not happen again.  The issue will be raised as soon as possible within reason.

Conclusion

There are a lot of ways to make a 24/7 high protocol dynamic work for you, but it does involve a lot of effort and consideration, and I try to present some things to think about here with examples from my own life for adaptation. I hope it provides some inspiration and starting points. 

Recipes

(Class content, now posted here too.)

Entrees

Pot Roast*

Season boneless chuck roast, four to five pounds (salt/pepper/paprika), sear on all sides (optional).  Add water to cover, pound of baby carrots, three to four cups tomato sauce, and simmer in pot on stove or crock pot on high with liner for six to eight hours, stirring now and then.  Serve on top of boiled egg noodles if desired. 

Baked Ziti

Preheat oven 350*F.  Cook and drain one box/a pound of penne pasta.  Brown and crumble one pack hot Italian sausage, add jar (three to four cups) of tomato sauce to heat.  Combine sauce, pasta, and sausage in 9×13 glass pan, and sprinkle on shredded mozzarella till basically covered.  Bake fifteen minutes or so.  Serves up to five or so.  Cut sausage for vegetarian version.

Garlic Chicken

Preheat oven 375*F.  Melt quarter cup butter with about twelve cloves crushed, peeled garlic.  Dip boneless skinless chicken breasts (halved) or thighs into butter/garlic sauce, then coat in even mixture of bread crumbs and grated parmesan (with tablespoon or so garlic powder).  Place coated chicken in greased 9×13 glass baking pan.  Bake for about forty-five minutes or until 165*F in center of chicken.  Serves up to four with two or three pieces of chicken a piece.    

Lemon Chicken

Preheat oven 400*F.  Stir together a half cup flour, two tablespoons lemon pepper seasoning, zest of one lemon, some salt and pepper.  Toss boneless skinless chicken breasts (halved) or thighs in mixture.  Heat some olive oil in an oven proof skillet. Add chicken and brown on both sides.  Add three tablespoons butter, three quarters cup chicken broth, and one sliced lemon.  Bake about twenty minutes or until 165*F in center of chicken. Serves up to about four with two or three pieces of chicken a piece.    

Pork Chops

Season boneless pork chops with salt and pepper, then coat in flour.  Heat oil in skillet, and fry pork chops until brown on both sides, and 145*F or above in their center.  Can easily cook for three to four at once.  Goes well with applesauce. 

Chicken Thighs

Preheat oven to 400*F.  Place bone in skin on chicken thighs in glass baking dish, making sure skin covers meat.  Season with salt, pepper, rosemary, and thyme.  Cook for an hour-ish, until 165*F in center of chicken.  Serves about one person per two or three pieces of chicken.

Pan Steaks

Allow steaks to rest at room temperature for thirty to sixty minutes.  Pat dry, season generously with salt and pepper.  Heat oil in skillet on medium-high.  Sear steaks a few minutes on both sides, flip and cook to desired doneness.  Shortly before done, add a few tablespoons of butter, and a few peeled cloves of garlic.  Spoon butter over steaks. 

Stir Fry Style Chicken

Cut boneless skinless chicken breasts into about one inch cubes.  Heat a drizzle of olive oil in wok or skillet on medium high.  Add chicken, season with salt and pepper as desired, cook to 165*F in center of chicken pieces.

Basic Chicken Breast

Flatten boneless skinless chicken breasts and season with salt and pepper as desired; allow to rest at room temperature about thirty minutes.  Heat oil in skillet on medium high heat.  Cook on both sides to 165*F internal temperature.

Pork Roast*

Season boneless pork tenderloin, salt/pepper, sear on all sides (optional).  Add apple juice to cover and one pound of baby carrots.  Simmer in pot on stove or crock pot on high with liner for six to eight hours, stirring now and then.  

Garlic Parmesan Pasta

Cook egg noddles or desired pasta; meanwhile, peel and mince about one head garlic.  Drain pasta.  In empty pot, heat a generous drizzle of olive oil and two or three tablespoons of butter.  Add garlic, cook until beginning to brown, reduce heat, add pasta back in.  Add grated parmesan cheese to taste and stir thoroughly.  Serve with extra parmesan on top. 

Crock Pot Chicken* 

Season boneless, skinless chicken breast (salt/pepper).  Add chicken broth to cover and one pound of baby carrots.  Simmer in crock pot on high with liner for six to eight hours, stirring now and then.

Sides

Mashed Potatoes

Rinse and peel potatoes (Russet, Idaho, that sort; about one or two potatoes per person; add a sweet potato if desired, cut to same size).  Cut into sixths or so.  Place in large pot on stove, well covered with salted water.  Simmer for at least twenty, up to about forty-five minutes.  Drain water.  Add about 1/4 cup (half stick) of butter, cut into tablespoons or so, small splash of milk, and salt.  You can also add minced garlic if desired.  Blend well with hand mixer or potato masher.

Roasted Potatoes

Preheat oven to 500*F.  Rinse about two potatoes per person (Russet, Idaho, golden, red, whatever desired), peel if desired, chop into about one inch pieces. Melt two tablespoons of butter with about two tablespoons of vegetable oil or substitute on stove.  Toss potatoes in mixture, add two teaspoons rosemary and a teaspoon of salt or as desired.  Lay potatoes on baking sheet and put in oven for fifteen minutes.  Flip/rearrange potatoes and put back in for fifteen minutes.  Add one cup of chicken stock and eight or so cloves of peeled, crushed garlic.  Bump up ingredients a bit if cooking for more than about four.  Back in oven for fifteen more minutes or until desired doneness.

Biscuits

Preheat oven 450*F.  Combine nine cups flour, three tablespoons baking powder, three tablespoons sugar, three teaspoons salt, and two and a quarter teaspoons cream of tartar.  Cut in two and a quarter cups of butter.  Make well in center of bowl, add three cups of milk.  Stir.  Turn dough out onto floured surface, knead, roll to about desired thickness with floured rolling pin (about three quarters of an inch), cut with floured biscuit cutter to rounds (about two and a half inches).  Brush with milk, bake until light golden brown, about fifteen minutes.  Freeze leftover rounds until just solid on parchment paper, then store in resealable bag to pop in oven later.   Makes about three dozen. 

Mac and Cheese

Boil salted water.  Add elbow macaroni.  Cook until done, maybe twelve minutes, drain, set aside.  Melt three tablespoons of butter with a splash of milk.  Stir in eight to twelve slices of American cheese if serving one to four, and small handful shredded cheddar.  Add milk or cheese to desired texture, stir until smooth.  Add pasta back in, stir.

Applesauce*

Peel, core, and chop about five pounds of apples.  Add to lined crock pot with large pinch of salt, the juice of one lemon, and one and a half cups water.  Cook in crock pot on high for about three and a half hours, stirring occasionally, or until it reaches desired consistency/taste.

Desserts

Basic Drop Cookies

Preheat oven to 375*F.  Combine two and a quarter cups flour, one teaspoon baking soda, one teaspoon salt, three quarters cup of sugar, three quarters cup of brown sugar, one teaspoon vanilla, one cup softened butter, two eggs, and additions (chocolate chips, M&Ms, peanut butter chips, nuts, white chocolate chips) to taste.  Place balls of dough on lined baking sheets and bake until golden brown, about ten minutes.  Makes about two dozen.  Substitute gluten free flour for gluten free cookies. 

Thumbprint Cookies

Preheat oven to 375*F.  Combine one third cup sugar, half cup brown sugar, one teaspoon baking soda, half teaspoon salt, one and two thirds cup flour, half cup softened butter, three quarters cup creamy peanut butter, one egg, and one teaspoon vanilla.  Roll dough into balls, place spaced out on lined cookie sheet.  Bake until golden brown, about ten minutes.  Press reservoir into center of each cookie.  Add Nutella to reservoir.  Makes about two dozen. 

Shortbread

Preheat oven to 325*F.  Mix one cup powdered sugar, two and two thirds cup of flour, and one cup (two sticks) softened butter.  Lightly grease 9×13 baking pan, cover bottom of pan evenly in dough.  Bake until very lightly brown, toothpick test passed, about twenty minutes.  Cut into rectangles, prick each rectangle twice with fork (4×2 rows of dots).  

Apple Bread

Preheat oven to 350*F.  Grease and flour a 9×5 inch loaf pan.  Mix one third cup brown sugar, one teaspoon cinnamon, two third cup sugar, one and a half cups flour, one and three quarters teaspoons baking powder, half cup butter, two eggs, one and a half teaspoons vanilla, one tablespoon Nutella, half cup milk, and two apples, peeled and chopped into small/desired size pieces.  Pour into loaf pan.  Bake until toothpick test passed, browned, about forty minutes.

Ice Cream Bread

Preheat oven to 350*F.  Soften four cups of desired regular ice cream.  Grease a 9×5 inch loaf pan.  Stir 3 cups of self rising flour with ice cream.  Pour mixture into loaf pan and smooth out.  Bake about 50 minutes or until done, toothpick test passed.  (Incorporate toppings, mix ins, or serve with ice cream as desired.) 

Oatmeal Chocolate Chip Cookies

Preheat oven to 375*F.  Combine one cup Crisco, half cup sugar, one cup brown sugar, two eggs, one cup flour, one teaspoon baking soda, one teaspoon salt, one teaspoon vanilla, two cups oatmeal, and chocolate chips to taste.  Place balls of dough on lined baking sheets and bake until golden brown, about ten minutes.  Makes about two dozen.

Slutty Brownies

Preheat oven to 350*.  Prepare cookie dough recipe or mix of choice.  Prepare brownie batter recipe or mix of choice.  Grease 9×13 inch cake pan and line bottom with cookie dough.  Place whole Double Stuf Oreos over cookie dough in one layer.  Pour brownie batter evenly over top.  Bake for about forty minutes or until toothpick test passed.  Serve with vanilla ice cream.

Our Contract

This contract supersedes all other versions of this contract as of the date it is published. It will stand until a new Ownership Contract has been published in its place.

This contract is an agreement to a 24/7 live in Mistress/slave dynamic. Kate and Hannah are married; Hannah is Kate’s owned and collared slave.

This contract is an exclusive agreement. Both agree to be monogamous. This means no power exchange, romance, kinky play, cohabitating, or sexual activity with other people, unless discussed.

Schedule

This schedule is only to be broken with good reason.

Weekly

Every Sunday during and/or after dinner, Kate and Hannah will spend undistracted time alone together for at least an hour, doing a fun, non-sexual activity.

Every Monday night, Hannah will have the option to sleep in the bed and sleep in the following morning.

Every Wednesday at 3 PM, Kate and Hannah will play ping pong.

Every Friday at 10:30 AM, Hannah will give Kate a pedicure.

Every Friday at noon/after pedicure, Maintenance will occur. Maintenance discipline sessions are defined as private and non-sexual. Hannah will fetch the discipline wand and wait in the bedroom with it in Presenting Object position, nude. Kate will give Hannah a spanking with the discipline wand (given over Kate’s knee). Hannah will count some strokes at beginning and end in the format, “One, thank you, Mistress, please may I have another?”

Every Saturday at noon, there will be a private check in at a time without distractions (Meta-Saturday). This will be a time to reflect on the week and review planning of the week ahead and beyond. Hannah will bring Kate her daily journal and scheduled reviews, with notes on writing she did that week and appointments for the next week.

Every Saturday for dinner, Anthony and Sherry have standing invitations to come over.

Holidays

Effort must be made to be together on birthdays and major holidays. For our anniversary Kate will organize it on even-numbered years and Hannah will on odd-numbered years.

Service & Routine

Daily

Each day Hannah will complete any tasks that Kates gives, to the best of her ability, before they are due.

Each day, at Hannah’s convenience, the following tasks should be completed:

  • Fetch and distribute the mail as needed.
  • Generally keep the house and car tidy.
  • File any papers.
  • Collect, wash, dry, and put away the laundry, following Kate’s guidelines; wash everything on a reasonable schedule; maintain any needed mending.
  • Keep surfaces clean/handle dusting.
  • Take care of any plants.
  • Keep floors clean.
  • Maintain the pool and yard.
  • Maintain the calendar.
  • Handle the trash as needed.
  • Alert Kate to any home maintenance issues or handle minor ones.
  • Ensure the cat’s litterbox, food and water is handled; alert Kate to any possible vet issues.
  • Restock items in the household as needed on a reasonable schedule.

Morning

  • Wake up by 7:20 AM.
  • Complete her morning exercise routine (walk; one mile).
  • Make the bed, fold her blanket, and lay out Kate’s clothes/pajamas.
  • Dress in her uniform/wash up/take meds as needed.
  • Tidy and adjust blinds, lights, windows, scents, and background noise.
  • Prepare another pot of coffee.
  • Serve brunch at 9:30 AM, table set to Kate’s preferences.
  • The kitchen must be cleaned immediately after brunch is complete.

Evening

  • Serve dinner at 6 PM, table set to Kate’s preferences; clean up dinner.
  • The kitchen must be cleaned immediately after dinner is complete.
  • Write her slave journal entry.
  • Prepare the next pot of coffee for the morning.
  • Shut all window coverings, shut all lights, shut all windows, and lock exterior doors/shut down house.
  • Be ready to be leashed by 9:30 PM. Take meds as needed.
  • Turn down the bed; unfold her blanket.
  • Be ready for the morning.
  • Offer Kate lotion when Kate comes to leash her.

Weekly

  • Plan and do grocery shopping; clear old food.
  • Clean toilets, mirrors, showers, and appliances as needed.
  • Handle moving trash bins to curb according to trash schedule.

Monthly

  • Ensure the air filters get changed.
  • Find a cat groomer (either close by, or a traveling one) to groom Sabby and Pixel once a month and handle getting that done.
  • Handle budget items on specified days.
  • Check on the water softener supply.
  • Handle any regular medical appointments.

Quarterly

  • Wash accessible windows.
  • Change HEPA pre-filters.
  • Rotate the mattress.
  • Change toothbrushes.
  • Ensure the sliding door gets maintained.
  • Check on needed furniture maintenance.
  • Handle any regular medical appointments.

Annually

  • Change HEPA filters.
  • Get the vacuum serviced.
  • Have non-accessible windows cleaned.

Other

  • Have a home inspection once every five years.
  • Lace and unlace Kate’s boots when she wears them, and keep them maintained.

Permissions

Hannah is required to have Kate’s permission to do any of the following:

  1. Touch herself sexually, or orgasm.
  2. Showering, when Kate is home.
  3. Changing the thermostat, when Kate is home.
  4. Inviting people over, when Kate is home or expected to be home.
  5. Uploading photos, deleting photos, or setting a profile photo on Fetlife.
  6. Creating an account on any standard social media platform.
  7. Leaving the house to travel farther than the Park.

Rules

  1. Hannah may not unfriend anyone on Fetlife—she may, however, unfollow.
  2. Hannah may not be answerable to someone who is not Kate (ex: have a job).
  3. Hannah will archive, not delete, emails unless they are explicitly spam.
  4. Hannah may not use tobacco, nicotine, marijuana, vaping, alcohol, or smoking products.
  5. Hannah will remain on the Depo-Provera shot method of birth control consistently.
  6. Hannah will not use baby powder.
  7. Hannah will not own any pets.
  8. Hannah will not lock interior doors (she may lock the bathroom when company is present).
  9. Orders that Hannah receives from other people are to be redirected to Kate for approval.
  10. Hannah will speak respectfully and honestly to Kate at all times.
  11. Hannah will answer any message, call, or summons from Kate requiring response as soon as she can.
  12. Hannah will notify Kate when she is leaving the house.
  13. Hannah will notify Kate when she is returning if she has been gone longer than twenty minutes (except morning walks).
  14. Hannah will generally keep Kate informed of her plans and allow Kate to track her location.
  15. Hannah will responsible for interacting with delivery people and answering the door unless said otherwise.
  16. Bedtime leashing protocols are as follows: if Kate is present, Hannah will ask her permission to remove the leash. If Kate is asleep or out of the house, Hannah may remove the leash if needed, and will re-leash herself upon returning if she does. Leashing or unleashing by Kate will be done in Leashing Position. Hannah will ensure Kate has leashed her before she falls asleep at night or will leash herself if Kate is unavailable. Hannah will sleep on the floor at the foot of the bed.

Without Vanilla Company Protocols

When in Kate’s presence and not standing, Hannah will assume her General Kneeling Position next to Kate.  She will ask Kate’s permission before changing position on the floor.  She will not sit on the furniture or ask Kate’s permission to, unless directed by Kate.  She will wait behind her chair in her Waiting Position before meals.

When entering Kate’s office, Hannah will wait quietly near the entrance until she is acknowledged. If Kate cannot see her from where she is, she may move into the room as needed and wait. If Hannah enters a space Kate is in and does not make eye contact, it will be assumed that she is passing through, retrieving an object, etc., and will not be counted as “in Kate’s presence” (and thus not requiring verbal exchange before leaving.)

Before leaving Kate’s presence, Hannah will ask if there’s anything else she can do to be of service. If yes, she will do so first. When there is nothing else, she will ask for permission to leave. If granted, she will curtsy before she leaves.

Hannah will respond to orders with, “Yes, Mistress” and permission or favor grants or denials (including re-statements) with, “Thank you, Mistress,” unless it would be disruptive to the conversation.  Response will be based on intention, not phrasing.  She will address Kate as Mistress whenever clearly appropriate.

Hannah will ask Kate’s permission before making a phone or video call when Kate is present (and will notify her when no longer on the call).  If she receives a call, she may answer, and will notify Kate as soon as possible.

Positions

Slave positions include:

  • General Kneeling Position: kneeling on the floor where directed, knees apart, big toes crossed in back (right over left), hands folded at small of back (right over left, right thumb over left thumb), back straight.
  • Leashing Position: kneeling on the floor at foot of bed, knees apart, big toes crossed in back (right over left), leash across both palms, hands resting on thighs, hair/head out of the way, collar o-ring in front, back straight.
  • Corner Position: standing facing wall, legs together, arms boxed behind back, nose touching wall, back straight, silent and still unless prompted.
  • Inspection Position: nude, standing in front of Kate, legs spread, hands boxed behind back, head/eyes straight, back straight.
  • Waiting Position: standing where directed, legs together, hands folded at small of back, right over left, right thumb over left thumb, back straight, head/eyes down.
  • Presenting Object Position: “General Kneeling Position”, but with object across both palms, hands resting on thighs, head/eyes down.

Uniform

For Hannah’s daily uniform, she will wear her assigned black and red plaid top, black knee socks, black leggings, black bra, black underwear, collar, and wedding ring (left ring finger or pinned to her leggings). She will keep her pager clipped to her leggings (she may also keep her phone there if desired; headphones are generally permitted). Shoes, if worn, will be the assigned black boots. She may choose her own jackets and bags. Masks and gloves are permitted as needed. Hannah will sleep naked, except for her collar/leash and wedding ring.

Her clothes should generally look neat, clean, in good repair, and fit well.  She will bathe regularly and shave any body hair each time she showers, keep her bangs at a reasonable length, and keep her nails short.  Kate will inspect Hannah’s job of shaving immediately after each time she showers, in Inspection Position. Her hair will be left down.

Hannah may add, remove, or change out uniform clothing items without prior permission if it is necessary to maintain a vanilla facade.  She will notify Kate of it as soon as reasonable. Any other visible changes must be approved.

Daily Inspections

Brunch Inspection

Kate will ensure the following things are true, each day just prior to brunch.

  1. The bed is made.
  2. The bedroom is tidy.
  3. Hannah is in waiting position at the dining room table; brunch is served properly.
  4. The coffee machine is prepared to make a fresh pot of coffee.
  5. Morning tasks are done.

Evening Inspection

Kate will ensure the following things are true when Hannah is leashed to the bed.

  1. The kitchen table is clear.
  2. There are no dirty dishes in the kitchen, livingroom or diningroom.
  3. The coffee machine is prepared to make a fresh pot of coffee.
  4. Kate’s clothes are laid out for the morning.
  5. Evening tasks are done.

Punishment

Hannah is subject to being punished by Kate. When Kate decides that Hannah should be punished she will use the following method to do so.

  1. Hannah will be instructed to fetch the discipline wand and go to the bedroom.
  2. Hannah will wait in the Presenting Object position, naked, and presenting the discipline wand until directed otherwise.
  3. Before spanking, Kate will prompt Hannah for why she is being punished.
  4. Kate will spank Hannah with the discipline wand.
  5. Hannah will be sent to the corner for some amount of time after her spanking.
  6. Kate will release Hannah from corner time at the conclusion of her punishment.

Facing Issues

Both agree to raise issues verbally for small issues, and in writing for more involved issues.  The written report will include what happened to trigger the report, how it made the person feel, why they felt that way, what can be done to make it better right now, and what needs to be true for this to not happen again.  The issue will be raised as soon as possible within reason.

Light Slave Duty

Light Slave Duty is the term used to describe a period of time when Hannah will have reduced duties. Hannah may request light slave duty, or request to be off of light slave duty. Kate will decide when light slave duty is in effect and communicate this to Hannah.

While in effect, the following changes are observed:

  1. Daily Inspections shall be skipped with no punishment.
  2. Service & Routine tasks may be skipped with no punishment.
  3. Schedule items may be skipped.

Understanding

The dynamic follows a total irrevocable consent model of M/s, and Hannah will not invoke safewords, limits, relationship termination, or any other form of refusal.  This contract is a tool to communicate the current understandings and cannot be “enforced” from Hannah’s side.  Kate may verbally make exceptions to, add, remove, or change its contents, and will endeavor to maintain the overall integrity of the agreement as a matter of honor rather than due to enforceability.  If Kate chooses to dissolve the dynamic, she agrees to do so in a reasonable manner after due communication, and be open to ongoing discussion on further agreements. 

Publishing

This document will be considered published when it has been printed out and signed by Kate and Hannah. At that time it is considered in effect and remains so until and unless replaced.

What Protocol Really Says, Again

Dinner is on the table at six as always.  Lemon chicken and corn, lemons courtesy of the neighbors and their tree.  I send the requisite, Dinner is ready, Mistress, and wait in the standard position.  (Since then, we’ve gotten a pager system that covers this message.) 

Now that the house is silent after the bubbling of things on the stove and the hum of the oven, I can hear what sounds distinctly like the breathing of a sleeping person upstairs.

None of the usual sounds of motion come in response.

Still, I hold the required position and wait for several minutes in case I’m wrong.  Legs together, back straight, head and eyes down, hands behind my back, hands clasped right over left, right thumb over left thumb—every detail down. 

But eventually, feeling sure enough, I do a quiet check upstairs. Mistress is fast asleep.  Presumably not wanting to be woken. 

I go back down and eat, have moved from the table and cleared only an item or two when Mistress comes downstairs and sits.  So I approach; she grants, “You may sit,” and I do; she starts to eat and after a moment or two orders, “Entertain me.” 

So I start to tell her about whatever comes to mind, prep I’m doing for classes I’m teaching soon, things I’m adding to my website.  

She says, “You may get me more coffee,” and hands me her coffee cup.

I say, “Yes, Mistress,” to the order, and go do so, return.

“You may sit.”

So I sit and continue. 

She eats most of the corn and a few bites of chicken, stands and starts to wander off while I’m still talking, so I cut to the (at the time) requisite offer of a post dinner snack to have at hand upstairs.

She says yes, requests some of the cookies I made from scratch yesterday, ice cream with shell topping and sprinkles, and continues upstairs.  “Yes, Mistress.”  I prep the tray for her and bring it up, set it on her desk.  

“Would you like to go places?” she asks, offering permission to leave. 

I nod.

“Come give me a kiss; then you may go places.”

So I do.  As I draw back, her eyes drop a little, to about my hands, unnecessarily prompting the curtsy I always have to offer before leaving, and I go see to cleaning up dinner as required. 

… 

This is a real example, and an average enough night for us, just one interaction of many that I’ve written down in detail, as the writer in me tends to do.  

But while I’m happy with this, I’m aware it’s the sort of thing other people sometimes cringe to watch.  There doesn’t seem to be a lot of overt deep connection in that above conversation to them.  

But it’s definitely there—that little flick of her gaze, waiting for the final exit protocol, the curtsy—says and means more to me than ten I love yous.  There’s a lot of ritual and protocol—conscious connection—built into that conversation, that speaks volumes, whether it’s where someone’s gaze moves to or an honorific or a service or a slave position—especially in our mutual quiet expectation of it.  

And, at times, obviously, conversations look different—more overt deep connection in the form that most people look for: what they call love.  The Hallmark movie kind. 

But to me, love is written all over that conversation in exactly the things I mentioned above.  Connection.  Those services and positions and honorifics are the result of countless hours of research, conversation, contract drafting, reaching, understanding, training.  The expectation of those things is built upon sometimes years of habit, routine, co-existing, obedience, consistent service, trust.  

None of those things happen without us talking to each other, understanding, adapting, learning, observing, caring, and deliberately carving the power dynamic out of the even ground we met upon.  It is the private language we build between us to say exactly what we want to say.  I love you.  I respect you.  I notice you.

Every protocol we have is thoroughly thought out.  

There might be research on practicalities.  (I didn’t learn to cook overnight.)  There might be conversations on what it means to us.  (Not being allowed on the furniture, with not being allowed to ask for it, either, waiting for the permission?  A whole talk on my views on being offered permission—generously—versus asking for it—a loaded question.) There might be her training me on how to do it properly, or me practicing alone, or both.  (That curtsy?  Those positions?  Hours in the mirror.)  There might be adapting it situationally, and figuring out when and how we need to do so.  (Cut the titles, positions, permissions in the rare vanilla company, say.) I have to do it consistently. (Thus, setting that expectation).  She has to notice and enforce it.  (Whether it’s offering a clearly desired permission I can’t ask for, creating service opportunities, or punishing accidental slips.)  

That’s a lot of connection behind the tiniest of protocols. 

And if commitment to each other and the language we deliberately build between us isn’t love—no matter how untraditional the results appear—I don’t know what is. 

Lifestyle Masochism: What I Talk About When I Talk About Masochism

Lifestyle masochism.

Every now and then, there’s a word or phrase that goes floating around the local community or FetLife that’s useful, relatable, and catches on as part of the widespread vocabulary. While lifestyle masochism is a phrase that came to me basically at random and, to my knowledge, currently lives only inside my head, I hope someone else might find it useful or relatable, because I’d love to be able to just say it and have people really understand what I mean.  (Though anyone in the community might get a basic picture from the phrase itself.) 

Of course, first I have to explain what it means.

When we talk about lifestyle D/s, kink, or such, we’re talking about 24/7 dynamics, community involvement, or things that bring kink out from being the dirty secret in the bedroom to something a little more (or a lot).  Something that makes it part of the way we live, not just an activity we partake in from time to time.  Y’know, a lifestyle. 

Masochism: deriving pleasure from one’s own pain or humiliation.  For some, this pleasure may be sexual; for some, it may not.  It’s sexual or physical for me at times, but on the lifestyle front, the sexual part is small.  It’s something more like spiritual.  It gives me creative inspiration and catharsis, too. And when I really talk about masochism, at least as of late, I’m talking about the lifestyle version.

I think this has been partially true for me basically forever.  Early fantasies revolved around patterns more than single instances.  My desire, my need for this type of masochism—and my ability to actually handle it—has grown with time.  Isolated scenes used to be a lot more fulfilling, something I craved a lot more.  And I still enjoy a proper scene, whether mostly sexual, sensual, or sadistic, now and then.  Fucking machine?  Inverted rope suspension?  Hot wax?  Fire?  Shock collar?  Proper beating? Just rough sex? I’m usually down.  I can go for hours for impact, and I can orgasm from pain by itself, without sexual stimulation. But it’s not really what I talk about when I talk about masochism.  It’s an occasional craving, not a need.

While parts of my needed lifestyle version have been a part of our dynamic for a long time, we had a conversation a few weeks ago on this.  Decided to up the frequency, intensity, and such, and really explore the area, cutting our weekly scenes in favor of focusing on this, still leaving room for occasional proper scenes.  Mistress’ first concern, which was fair, was: Can you do this? 

A lot of people, she said—well, if you’re deep in the BDSM world, “a lot of people”—say they want this.  Fewer actually do, and fewer yet have both the desire and the ability to handle it.  Sometimes you want things you can’t have.  Sometimes you find out it’s not what you want at all.  

I agreed; but I was, and am, reasonably confident.  We’ve had elements of this in our dynamic for a long time, and a solid foundation of mutual respect, trust, and love.  We understood the risks and felt willing to take them.  I’m not too fragile. She agreed.

One minority niche we fall into is (and this is another kink phrase I basically made up, as far as I know—though I’ve seen it in law occasionally) irrevocable consent.  It’s my current catch all for what some call CNC, some call TPE, some call blanket consent—all with a lot of leeway in meaning.  Irrevocable consent, for me, means I gave Mistress full consent once, and I can’t take it back now.  No no, no safewords, no limits, no contract termination, no rights, no privacy, no initiating a divorce.  Down to no suicide, there is no way out.  She has 24/7, no conditions power over me, all areas of life.  I don’t get a guarantee of aftercare, sobriety, or safety practices.  She does things I would call limits if I currently defined them (inside of play and out), goes past when I would use a safeword if that was something I did.  And I wouldn’t have it any other way.  The agreement may be honor bound, but that doesn’t mean I take it lightly.

What with this being our framework, this means that by introducing more lifestyle masochism practices, we ran one major risk: that if I could not truly say no (via safewording or declaring limits or whatnot), and with these practices designed to bring about certain emotions, it would be hard to tell what was the desired level of suffering and what was the you can’t handle it; this is a bad idea scenario.  We agreed to ongoing “outside of the moment” communication, mostly via adding a question about it to Meta Sunday (our weekly check in) and agreeing to use the written form we have for raising such issues if it came up.  I’d recommend these highly.   

Now that I’ve said all this: what is it I’m on about? 

What we decided to introduce was more—what we call—“random acts of violence”.  Slapping, hair pulling, choking, collar grabbing, biting, scratching, pressure point using, pinning, knifeplay—on the short and quick side.  Just throughout the day.  Not as sex, play, special event, discipline.  Just as its own thing, scattered throughout time.  Things I can dislike in the moment, but overall gain a deeper sense of submission from, because I don’t like it in the moment, but submit anyway. 

None of these acts were new; it was just increasing frequency and intensity.  Making it look less like kinky flirting and more like something easily mistaken for abuse.  On the slightly longer side: more watersports (sometimes complete with turning the shower on cold), beating (less so the multiple implement, long, planned scenes in the dungeon with warmup and cooldown, but more of impulsively grabbing the nearest suitable object and going hard and fast wherever we may be in the house—kicking and punching always easily accessible), sex when I’m not in the mood at least to start (paired with not being allowed to orgasm).  Also nothing new, but now upped.  All paired with suited verbal exchanges—mostly humiliation, themes of Stockholm syndrome and victim blaming, possessiveness.  An element of truth—not taking it back—is essential for me. 

A character touched on this recently in my BDSM fiction series

“No. Don’t take it back. Say it. Mean it. Mean it even when we’re done, and don’t care. Tell me I’m worthless. Mean it. Prove it. Make it true. Keep me anyway to tell me again tomorrow. Let me be nothing and love me for it. Break me just so you can fix it and do it again. Make me harder to break next time. Make me able to take more and more. Just for the challenge. Make me run so you can catch me. Make me fight so you can pin me down. Make me bleed so you can treat my wounds. Hurt me until I beg for mercy just so you can give it to me and feel good about it. Let me be grateful for it. Make me wait longer to beg next time. Make my head spin. Make my world spin until I can only cling to you; control it until you become my God. Take out the rest of the world on me. Hurt me when you want to hurt someone else, because I’ll let you. Let me be good and love you and love you and love you no matter what you do. Let me love you because of it. Be sadistic. Be cruel. Be merciless. Teach me to love you anyway. Let me feel good about it. Let me be the kicked puppy that follows you home anyway. Take it all out on me and let me love you for taking it out on me instead of the world who didn’t ask for it. Let me be your reward for being good to everyone else. Tell me that’s pathetic. Believe it. Love me for it anyway. Tell me I’m pathetic. Mean it more than you’ve ever meant anything else. But keep me to tell me again tomorrow.” 

It’s been excellent so far, and we are diving deeper into it.  If I got to add one thing, it would be more blood/cutting, but that’s a soft limit on Mistress’ side she is just starting to press at.

There are other ways that forms of masochism creep into our dynamic.  We thrive on 24/7 high protocol, and being a service slave is happily my full time job.  This introduces elements of masochistic ascetism (in protocols that limit my “indulgences”—whether it’s wearing something that’s not my very specific uniform, sitting on furniture, using vices, etc.) as well as the energy challenges of providing consistently excellent service (full time level hours and 24/7 on call adds up; not to mention my love of serving the kink and vanilla community—volunteering, teaching—and guests).  Keeping focused requires a level of minimalism and mindfulness.  There is not room for much in my life that doesn’t come back to being a slave in some way, distractions, and I have to be constantly “on” to not slip on protocol, no matter what, even if it’s the tiniest details—finger or toe placement—of our daily slave position repertoire.  We have a firm disciplinary dynamic as well, and while I behave, there are occasional accidents and such—and lack of lenience here goes hand in hand with everything else (complete with two daily inspections and weekly maintenance discipline).  (We also agreed to recommit ourselves to that. As there are specific procedures, it can also be easily distinguished from such play.)  I’m summing these elements up quickly here, but they’re not a small part of it. 

It’s not for everyone, but it seems like it sure is for us. 

Related Reading:

No Safewords, No Limits: An Elaboration

Shaming of “Unethical” Dynamics Within the Community

Why I Chose Irrevocable Consent as a Label, What It Means to Me, and Why I Write About It

Uniforms and Challenges, the Literal and a Metaphor

Sadism vs. CNC

“But How Do You Just Hang Out?”: High Protocol in 24/7 Dynamics

“But how do you just… hang out?” 

Outside of maybe but how do you remember all that (a great question for another day), it’s probably the number one question I get when I talk about high protocol in the context of my dynamic, which is 24/7, live in, just two of us in the house and neither of us works outside the home; being a slave is my only full time occupation.   

Well, let’s look at an example.  This basic example happens on average multiple times a day and is probably our most typical interaction outside of a few other more specific rituals.

I enter Mistress’ office to talk about something.  I wait for her to acknowledge me, silent until she does so, not barging in already talking.  She’s doing something on the computer.  When she does look up a moment later and asks, “What’s up?” I kneel next to her, trying to be graceful about it, lowering to both knees at once without my hands.  There’s a recliner right behind me, but I’m not allowed to sit on the furniture in her presence or to ask to do so; she grants the permission pretty much only for meals.  We’re already talking as I do so, position not noted. 

We talk.  After a while, my legs are going numb.  I’m to hold the specific position until I ask and get permission otherwise (that, I am allowed to ask for).  I’m kneeling, sitting back on my heels, knees apart (big toes crossed, right over left), hands behind my back (hands clasped, thumbs crossed, both right over left), back straight.  Subconscious by now except for straightening my back now and then.  At whatever natural brief lull in the conversation, I ask, “May I stretch?” and she says, “You may,” as almost always.

Usually, permission grants (or denials), are answered with, “Thank you, Mistress,” but for ones that take a matter of seconds to complete, it’s waived, so I shift slightly and the conversation quickly resumes without it that time, though it may be sprinkled elsewhere in the conversation.  Orders, answered with, “Yes, Mistress,” have the same exception built in for practicality. 

When we’re about wrapping up talking, I ask as required to before I ask if I may go, “Anything else I can do?”  

“You may get me coffee.” 

An order (intention, not phrasing, which matters when deciding to respond with the thank you or yes) like that counts as permission to leave, so I don’t ask that part, but I do say, “Yes, Mistress,” stand, again trying to have hands free grace about it, and offer a quick curtsy, the final part of the little leaving ritual, head down, thumbs and forefingers grasping the skirt like hem of my long shirt—which is a uniform, part of the only, really specific outfit I’m allowed to wear, but looks like pretty normal attire—and placing the ball of my right foot behind my left heel for the quick little bob down and up, grab the drink, and exit. 

I bring her the refill—exactly as she likes it—and this time she simply says in acknowledgement, “You may go,” cutting the need to ask about anything else or permission to leave, so I curtsy again as required and exit. 

Clearly, I have to focus on the protocol oriented bits of this interaction to explain it, but you’ll notice that there’s a lot that and then we talk can encompass and how much of it is sheer habit at this point and/or completely unnoted.  Granted, when others witness it for the first time, they often quickly notice elements that we barely pay attention to at this point, if they don’t find it straight up jarring.

(“You may get me coffee,” was something from Mistress’ side that once disturbed a new guest who was aware of our dynamic but not of the details, as an order at once both incredibly direct—not softened up as a question or with please or thanks, but also phrased as a permission.  To the outsider, it looked demeaning, the, “You may do as I tell you/serve me.”  But it is, also, genuinely a permission; service is definitely a privilege, and one that I enjoy being granted, and the guest was reassured of this after I happily said, “Yes, Mistress,” and got the coffee.) 

But there’s a lot of just hanging out in there and the protocol is normal for us at this point.  It’s not weird, so to speak, that, say, I’m kneeling (usually, later sitting) on the floor the whole time.  I actually prefer the floor and Mistress often finds me sitting on the floor when she comes to find me even when I’m not in her presence and thus not required to be there.  I’m writing this post sitting alone on the floor of my office right now.

You can also see through that how the vast majority of the overt protocol involved, rather than the silent maintenance of them, is at the beginning and end of the interaction.

This is true in other interactions and rituals, too.  For example, our protocols at meals.

I serve meals at two specific times of the day—brunch at 9:30 AM and dinner at 6 PM.  The timing, obviously, influences the beginning.  When the table is set (properly, according to guidelines) and food is out, I press the button on our pager system’s transmitter to page her/alert her that dinner is ready. Then, I wait behind my assigned chair—the one to her right—as required in the position: legs together, hands behind my back (same details as in the kneeling position), back straight, head and eyes down.  I hold this position, not looking up or around, as she comes down the stairs and approaches me at the dining table until she gets close enough she acknowledges me by offering a kiss and granting table permission with, “You may sit.” 

Then, the meal proceeds usually without overt protocol until the end, when she leaves, and I clean up the kitchen (which, as a rule, has to be done immediately).  On some quieter nights, keeping to the function of eating, we’re done by 6:15 and off to whatever has our minds occupied (after cleanup, for me).  Sometimes we happily get lost in conversation about anything and everything and linger until after 7.  Generally, I assume I will have ample time for my evening routines between about 6:30 and 9:30 (required bedtime), especially noting that bedtime brings inspection of the kitchen and a few other things, which usually happens without me, though exceptions are made.  (Brunch serves as a morning inspection checkpoint for some morning tasks like making the bed.) But there is definitely a range, especially with company.

And I suppose that because our protocol never really shuts off (just some overt things removed in the rare case of vanilla company), if you count interactions that do have those protocol bits as not just hanging out, then maybe we just don’t do it, but we don’t see it that way, so it feels like good old quality time to us, with the bonus of moments of reinforcing and expressing our dynamic. 

It’s really hard to explain to people how much you can get used to until they experience it themselves (if they enter such a scenario).  How much becomes second nature and genuinely doesn’t cross my mind as out of the ordinary until it’s mentioned.  I had to glance at our contract while writing this post to make sure I remembered to note certain things as protocols at all, not just habits that slipped my mind to mention in a protocol oriented post. It is truly much harder for me to stop acting on most of our protocols (that vanilla company scenario) than it is to follow them.

So, for us it’s just hanging out, or some kind of equivalent, maybe like a relaxed day at work versus a relaxed day at home for some people, except as a slave, I’m kind of always at work. 

But, it works for us. 

My Typical Day, Told in Slave Positions

Unleashing.  First thing in the morning.  8:15 as required. Reaching over the edge of the bed for my phone and sending the message, Good morning, Mistress. May I get up, please?  Heart emoji.  Sleepily trying to get into position before she comes in.  Moving a cat off my leg.  Sitting up, cross legged on the bed, the leash binding me to it across both of my upturned palms, resting on my upper thighs.  The carabiner and shackle rattling against the bedframe a little.  I collect my hair back out of the way, tangled from sleep, and make sure the o-ring of my collar is in the front, the leash clip there accessible, the large clip heavy and easy to get to that lowest point.  Try to keep my back straight and not nod off.  She unclips the leash for me with more good mornings and kisses, leaving it loose in my hands.  I ask for permission to shower.  She says yes. 

Inspection.  After I’m done with that shower, I present myself for her inspection as required.  I set the towel I had wrapped around myself nearby and shiver without it in the air conditioning.  Legs apart, arms boxed behind back, head/eyes straight, back straight.  I try to keep still, even my gaze, unless she moves me, straightening my arms out at my sides or such.  She checks my work of shaving, and there’s no need for the tweezers today, as usual.  But, the threat is there.  I’m dismissed to dress in my uniform and go about my other morning tasks.

Waiting.  Brunch, served at 9:30 daily.  I check my table setting one more time and send Mistress the message, Brunch is ready, Mistress.  Another heart emoji.  Now, waiting behind my usual chair, legs together, hands at the small of my back (clasped, right over left, thumbs crossed, also right over left), back straight, head and eyes down.  Make sure that pulling my shoulders back doesn’t put my elbows out at an angle. When she comes downstairs, I don’t so much as look up until she acknowledges me somehow.  Today, as usual, it’s, “You may sit.”  I’m not to ask permission for the furniture anymore; she grants it herself or doesn’t.  We eat brunch. 

Presenting.  It’s maintenance day, Friday at noon.  So, after brunch is cleaned up and a few other tasks done, it’s time for maintenance discipline.  I take the maintenance wand—a short, thick cane—from the mantel.  Many things have changed about maintenance since the start of our dynamic, but that remains. I go upstairs, alert her that I’m ready, and go to the bedroom.  Undress.  Kneel by the foot of the bed, facing the door.  Knees spread apart, big toes crossed behind me, the wand across my palms on my thighs like the leash.  Head/eyes down.  Back straight.  She comes in and I offer the wand with both hands, head still down.  She sits on the bed.  We do maintenance. 

Kneeling.  The day continues.  I go about my usual service tasks, do some writing.  I find myself in Mistress’ office with us chatting.  So, I kneel in front of her. I try to do it gracefully, balanced, both legs at once and not using my hands. My knees are apart again, big toes crossed in back again, hands clasped at the small of my back (right over left, thumbs crossed, also right over left), elbows not at an angle, back straight.  When we’ve been talking for a while, I get permission to shift into whatever position’s comfortable. I try to get up in the same balanced manner, no hands. 

Curtsy. When I’ve been given permission to leave (after the required asking if there’s anything else I can do to be of service, and then for the permission), I offer the required curtsy, the only “moving” position: from just standing, lower my head, hold my skirt out (gripping with thumbs and forefingers, pinkies extended), place the ball of my right foot behind my left heel, bend at the knees, and return to standing. Then, I go.

Waiting.  Dinner is served at six as always.  One more table check.  Another message.  Dinner is ready, Mistress.  Heart.  The same position as for brunch.  A kiss and, “You may sit.”  Dinner.

Leashing.  After all other tasks, the last message at the bedtime cutoff, 9:30. Would you leash me to the bed at your convenience, please, Mistress?  Yes.  Thank you, Mistress.  The same position as in the morning.  The click of the leash getting clipped to my collar.  A sturdy setup: the steel bedframe and heavy shackle bolted through it, suspension worthy carabiner, rope leash, Mistress’ work on it in the whipping twine that reinforces it together, the steel clip on the leash and o-ring and shackle on my collar, the claspless circle of rope around my neck she made.  I’ve slept with it since Summer 2019.  It will certainly handle any tossing and turning as I doze off.  

Visual Reference

Recommended Resources

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Chase Tramel

Dear Raven and Joshua by Raven Kaldera and Joshua Tenpenny

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Master/slave Mastery – Updated by Robert Rubel and M. Jen Fairfield

Paradigms of Power by Raven Kaldera

Science of BDSM

Seed and Sulphur

Slave-ography by Slave Patrick

SM 101 by Jay Wiseman

So you want to be a slave: The Realities – miria hunter

Submissive Guide

The New Bottoming Book by Dossie Easton

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Butlers and Household Managers, 21st Century Professionals by Steven Ferry

International Institute of Modern Butlers Courses (Full Private Residence Butler/Household Manager Online Course)

Serving the Wealthy: The Modern Butler’s & Household/Estate(s) Manager’s Companion: Volumes 1 and 2 by Steven Ferry

The Butler Speaks by Charles MacPherson

The Kinky Butler

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Be Our Guest by Theodore B. Kinni

Lessons in Service from Charlie Trotter by Edmund Lawler

Start with Why by Simon Senek

Study.com’s Hospitality & Tourism Management Training

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Alcohol Awareness Card Course (Varies By Location) (Nevada)

Bartending For Dummies by Ray Foley

Cooked by Michael Pollan

Dictionary of Culinary & Menu Terms by Rodney Dale

Food Allergy Training by 360Trainings

Food Safety Manager Card Course (Varies By Location) (Nevada)

How to Repair Food by Tanya Zeryck

The Art of The Table by Suzanne von Drachenfels

The Ultimate Cigar Book by Richard Carleton Hacker

Think Like a Chef by Tom Colicchio

Wine Folly: the Essential Guide to Wine by Madeline Puckette

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Productivity and Philosophy

8760 Hours

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Debrett’s New Guide to Etiquette and Modern Manners by John Morgan

Master/slave Mastery – Protocols by Robert Rubel and M. Jen Fairfield

Protocols: A Variety of Views by Robert Rubel

The Amy Vanderbilt Complete Book of Etiquette by Nancy Tuckerman and Nancy Dunnan

The Ritual of Dominance & Submission by David English

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Fire Safety Training by ProTrainings

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The American Red Cross First Aid and Safety Handbook by American Red Cross

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Home Comforts: The Art and Science of Keeping House by Cheryl Mendelson

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Service Slave Secrets Blog and Book

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Wardrobe and Fabric

Men’s Wardrobe by Kim Johnson Gross

Ready to Wear by Mary Lou Andre

The Book of Fine Linen by Francoise de Bonneville

On Asking Permission vs. Being Offered It

My uniform code specifies no hair styling or makeup or jewelry except my collar, smart watch, and wedding ring; no tattoos, piercings, hair cutting or coloring.  It occurs to me very rarely to ask to shake it up; fashion has never been my thing, especially over convenience.   

There’s a thing or two that’s not my uniform that’s stuck around to be worn on special occasions; Mistress has me wear it to the occasional holiday party or on her birthday.  This past year on my own birthday, I asked to wear a sweater I’d received for the recently passed Christmas before donating it; she said yes.  (The sweater was from her mother.)

Oddly inspired, I recently asked to put my hair in two braids mostly to functionally keep it out of the way and off my neck in the three digit heat when we went out to play tennis; she said yes. It felt like a strangely big thing to ask for without a real occasion.  My uniform hairstyle was a twisted ponytail for about a year until we found out it was causing headaches; it’s been about a year of leaving it down since.  The only time I’d asked for a hairstyle modification previously was that birthday with the sweater. [I am now allowed to put it up in a bun with a clip at will.]

When it does occur to me to ask, I rarely do.  It’s the one percent when I ask of the one percent when I think of it.  It feels… loaded.  I feel like I need a justification, or something that waters it down, like a brief timeframe.  I think of the circumstances and if I’m ahead on chores and what mood she’s in and if she’s busy and what other things I’ve asked permission for recently; I probably ask or gain permission for dozens of things a day, most of them being granted permission to leave her presence or shift from my kneeling position on the floor.  Little things.  But the may I… comes up so often that I don’t want to add to the count unnecessarily.   

Usually, at dinner time, when I’ve just put the food on the table, I send her a message; she has an alarm set for ten minutes before our set time, six, so she knows to wrap up what she’s doing.  My message is a final notification. And then she’ll come downstairs and either tell me I may sit at the table, or tell me first to get her more coffee, more water, something from the kitchen. 

Once, she came downstairs and mistakenly thought I had asked for permission to sit before she simply granted it without the question.  Usually her first words at the bottom of the stairs or edge of the dining room were, “You may sit,” before I say anything. This time, though, she thought I had asked first and seemed a little bewildered.  I had to laugh, a little, because she had previously teased me for not sitting at the table before she got downstairs, leaving me technically alone, thus able to sit on the furniture at will.  Later, I reflected to her that it felt rather like rules lawyering to sit at the table when I was alone but knew she’d be down in a minute at my notification, the thing in the back of my mind that kept me from doing so. 

I brought this up to her along with an idea.  What if I didn’t ask to sit on the furniture?  What if I only did so if she granted the permission unprompted?  As an offer of permission, it’s generous; as a question, it’s loaded.  I explained how much goes on in my head when I ask permission for things and expressed that this seemed like a simple permission to experiment with, because I so rarely have to actually ask, and it’s an easy thing for her to notice I might want.  Once I cleared up one misunderstanding and she heard my explanation, she agreed to give it a shot, noting only the promise of punishment if I complained about an opportunity where she didn’t offer the permission.  

It’s been going well so far, and largely unnoted.  I’ve enjoyed it.  I think I sit on the furniture a little less, which is fine by me.  Headspace reinforcing.  

We shortly thereafter added a position to our repertoire that I wait behind my chair in, after sending that final message: legs together, hands clasped at the small of my back, back straight, head and eyes down.

One friend, visiting and then running a brief errand and returning, came back and found us with Mistress on the couch, and me kneeling in front of her on the floor in my standard position, knees apart, hands again clasped at the small of my back.  He asked if he was interrupting.  “No, no, just having a conversation,” she told him.  He still seemed to be backing away. 

“Not a conversation,” I told him, seeing what he was eyeing; “but like, chatting.  This is just how we talk.” 

Realization or remembering dawned and we proceeded.  

Yes, I guess it can look a little formal, but I often forget what it looks like to a third party.  To us, it’s natural.  It probably does look like we’re having a conversation visually even if we’re audibly discussing the weather or what’s for brunch.  It was barely in my head until it was noticed during that conversation, less notable than the unleashing position I’d assumed early that morning to get out of bed, or the inspection position I’d assumed after my shower, and those weren’t much conscious, either.  It was just, I was wiping down the coffee station, Mistress was sitting on the couch, she said, “When you’re done wiping that down, come kneel over here,” and I said, “Yes, Mistress,” and did. 

But the formality difference might have been somewhere in my head when I hesitated to ask to sit on the furniture, and it feels better to wait for the offer, or not do so at all—to be more at her true whim.  That’s a great feeling.